Trapped


Trapped

 

Every morning

I wake up

 

Into my nightmare 

Stretching my arm out

 

 

YOU ARE NOT THERE

My heart screams

 

I want to break FREE

And follow you

25—6-2006

© Copyright 2006 Nahida Izzat  -PoetryforPalestine – All Rights Reserved

When I said goodbye


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When I said goodbye

Unlike yourself

You were cold

When I kissed you goodbye

 

Unlike yourself

You didn’t hold me close

You didn’t even kiss me back

 

Unlike yourself

When I cried

You didn’t try to comfort me

 

Unlike yourself

You didn’t follow me with your eyes

As I was leaving… moving away

 

Unlike yourself

You didn’t ask me to join you

On this trip

 

Unlike yourself

You didn’t hold on to me

You departed alone

 

Unlike yourself

You didn’t keep your promise this time

Weyyak weyyak yellyrbeit ana weyyak

En ishna ishna sawa, wen muttana weyyak*

 

My grief… infinite

My sorrow…deep

My pain… unbearable

For the world to endure

So it crumbled before my eyes

When I said goodbye

 

 

* From a Palestinian folklore song that khaled used to sing to me, it means:

With you for ever,

We grew up together, sweetheart,

If we live we live together,

And if we die we die together

6-2-2006

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Tell them


Tell them

  

Sweetheart

Did you hear the rumours?

People are whispering, they say:

Our love is a myth… a fairy tale

It can’t be real

Too good to be true

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Sweetheart

People are talking, they say:

Something surreal happened between those two

The fable of their love is legendary

Mighty death has failed to obliterate

Their everlasting union

 I am yours Don't give myself back to me

Sweetheart

People are mumbling, they say:

Love cannot survive marital ties

Nor the test of time

Love dies when you sign the papers

And as you say “… I do”

 Palestinian artist ..Yasser Abu Sido

Sweetheart

Tell them it’s not true

 

Sweetheart

Tell them

Hair may turn grey

But hearts never do

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Sweetheart

Tell them

Indeed… our life might be over

But our love is yet a seed

That only just began… to bloom

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27- 9- 2006

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Permanent


 

Permanent 

 

How can I erase you from my book of memories?

When you’ve been engraved

On every page

Imprinted on every line

Carved along with every word

 

How can I delete you from my system?

When you’ve been saved

In every folder

Formatted by every font

Pasted with every pixel

 

How can I sift you from my body?

When you’ve settled in every limb

Cloned with every breath

Occupied every cell

Combined with every molecule

 

How can I separate you from me?

When you’ve been weaved

With every thread of my being

Plaited with every fibre

Laced with every strand

 

How can I?

 

04-06-2006

 

 © Copyright 2006 Nahida Izzat  -PoetryforPalestine – All Rights Reserved

Joy and sorrow


Joy and sorrow 

With your departure

A black hole carved into my heart

A monstrous oblivion

Consumed my whole being

My whole universe

 

In a glance

From behind the laptop screen

Your gentle eyes gazed at me

The gates of my soul flung open

A surge of memories flooded in

Filling my core with euphoria

Wave upon wave

Can you hear the hypnotic tune?

Our tears … our laughter

Our silence … our chatter

Our footsteps speeding to get to the top of the mountain

Before the twilight

The folklore songs you chanted as we toured the country side

The twinkle in our eyes as we giggled gazing fondly at each other

The nights we curled by the fire

Roasting marshmallows and sweet corn

The days we chased the rainbow

Discovering pots of gold

Dormant … deep in our hearts

Bonded souls in separate realms

Chant together Psalms of wisdom:

The more sorrow carves into your heart

The more joy it can contain

The higher up you fly with joy

The lower down you descend in pain

27-09-2006

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Is it really cruel?


Is it really cruel? 

People say

What happened to you

Is so cruel… so unfair

To have to lose khaled

In such an awful way

When you are so much in love

 

I say it is very painful

But not at all cruel

Death is nothing

But a gate way

Everything dies

Everyone dies

Why should I

Be the exception?

 

His journey ended before mine

That’s all

And soon I’ll follow

 

It’s only a matter of time

Before we are together again

We come to life

Only for a while

 

Also… the law goes

The higher you fly up

The greater is your fall

 

The law goes

The more intensely you enjoy your love

The more painful is your sorrow

This only fair

For some live and die

Without experiencing real love

And I’ve experienced all

It’s not cruel to give something back

And to feel more pain

Is not unfair

 

27-03-2006

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NAHIDAANDK

All I want is


 

All I want is

One moment of madness

  

Would you forget me?

If I disappear from your life

You asked me once

 

Teasing you

I replied

With this memory of mine

There are no guarantees

I don’t trust it with anything

 

You know

I might know people for years

But when we meet in the street

My mind goes blank

I know that I know them

But that’s as far as it goes

 

Now

All I want is

 

One moment

Of forgetfulness

 

One moment

Of insanity

 

One moment

In which

I am

Not

Thinking

 

Of you

 

04-06-2006

 

© Copyright 2006 Nahida Izzat  -PoetryforPalestine – All Rights Reserved 

 

Pure love


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Pure love

Pure love is selfless

It demands nothing at all

Its greatest satisfaction

Is seeing the beloved

Full of joy and delight

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Pure love speaks no language

But that of the soul… silence

It needs no words

For the beloved understands

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Pure love does not require

Physical closeness

It transcends all barriers

Separation by time and space

Is merely an illusion

The beloved is always near by

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Pure love is generous

It gives endlessly

Waiting for nothing in return

And the more it gives

The more it grows

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Pure love is infinite

It has neither beginning nor end

Bigger than space, older than time

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Pure love is eternal

Before its glory

Mighty death stands powerless, in awe

It’ can neither harm nor destroy

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Pure love is beautiful

It shines through feelings

Like a diamond in a pile of coal

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Pure love is precious

It’s makes life worth living

No fear in death nor sorrow
 
Attribute of the Most Loving Divine

 

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And you know what

I can feel your astounding pure love

Engulfing me

Can you feel mine?

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13-03-2006

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Touch of magic


Touch of magic 

Today

Everything was black and white…

Void of all colours,

My world was grey

 

You walk in

All blushes with blossom

Vibrant… fantastic hues

 

Today

My universe was 2D

I could only slide sideways

Just about left or right

 

You walk in

Up… I pop… I jump

In so many directions

My cosmos is of ten dimensions

Free… I fly

 

Today

I was blue icy cold

My shattered frosty pieces

Rattled inside

 

You walk in

My spring blooms

Jasmine… lilies…

Tulips and azaleas

 

Today

I was diminishing

Fraying… fading away

 

You walk in

My heart… consoled

My smile… radiant

My soul… whole

Restored

 

Today… all was dull

Shrouded with gloom

Clouded with despair

 

With a touch of magic

Of your being

Life is transformed

 

Exhilarating

Majestic 

Supreme

15-05-2006

© Copyright 2006 Nahida Izzat  -PoetryforPalestine – All Rights Reserved

Hearts


Hearts

  

Hearts are not machines, you know

That we switch -on and off- as we please

Hearts don’t abide by rules of reason

To them, logic makes no sense at all

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When they love they don’t ask why

Without resistance they surrender

Even if burning with hurt and sorrow

They carry on loving despite the pain

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When your heart is telling you some thing

 Don’t suppress… just comply

 Hearts know best, there is no doubt

Their awareness is Divine

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17-02-2006

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